Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

He Is...and He is a Rewarder


From time to time we invite a guest to contribute a blog post to Key Tov Blog. Our really great friends, John and Hannah (We've used their first names only to protect their privacy.), have blessed us with an amazing testimony of how God works things together for our good! We have personally watched John and Hannah consistently operate with a spirit of excellences, love, mercy, grace, and faithfulness in all areas of their lives. They truly have a servant's heart! Their testimony is one that confirms that God is and He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him, enjoy!


So let's not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don't give up. (Galatians 6:9, NLT)

After struggling, for years to pay our mortgage, we fell behind...way behind. Modifying was out of the question because we had already modified once. Hope was lost and we finally asked the bank to “take it back”, hoping for a deed in lieu, rather than face foreclosure. Growing up in a somewhat conservative working class home, foreclosure = failure! You worked hard, paid all your bills, you always had enough. I didn’t want to fail. Like a dark cloud hovering over us, condemnation found a way in. I internalize everything, so it was always my fault…the economy shouldn't have affected me like everyone else, because I had it all together, I always did.

Preparing for the worse, we looked for rentals on craigslist and the newspaper. We believed that God had something better down the road, and this wasn’t really a tragedy but a blessing. After all, He was blessing our business in a way we couldn’t have predicted. Losing this home would mean there was something better on the way. While at peace, I still felt a loss…a failure, careless, worthless.

One day as my husband and I talked, we began to feel a fire about our home. My husband said, "God didn’t put this house in our hands, to let it be snatched away." We prayed and agreed that we would press on with yet, another modification application. We asked friends to pray with us.

Every week I had an appointment with a “relationship manager” from the bank who would begin the conversation with “Good morning, this is Ms. So and So from the bank. I have to inform you, we are a debt collector and we will use the information you give us, to collect that debt. With that being said, are you ready to begin our call?" 

Whew…yes, I was ready, because God was with me!

Week after week, they needed more information, or updated information. How do you keep going when you feel strung along and hopeless. “God you are bigger than this and we have found a refuge in Your loving arms, thank You for the strength to press on, thank You for blessing us with health and a business we love, thank You for giving us the money to pay Verizon so we could be on this call today! We trust You and thank You for being our fortress, in Jesus’ name…AMEN”!

Feeling like we did all we could, I took a deep breath and answered that final call a few weeks ago. The relationship manager said, "Congratulations, we were able to modify your mortgage, but there are some terms." (As we had guessed, pay on time for 3 months...etc. etc. etc.) "Your mortgage balance was $591,800, but your new balance is $199,000!!! We have forgiven $392,800 of your principal balance!!!

Writing this, I am crying my eyes out. What a great God we serve! We would have been ecstatic at another shot at this, but this goes to prove our God's economy is definitely better than ours and there is POWER in agreement!



Mahalo Nui Loa John and Hannah for sharing this powerful testimony of God's goodness! Father, we pray for every reader right now! Since You did this for John and Hannah, You will do this for every reader! Since You be for us, who can be against us! Thank You for being no respecter of persons! Thank You for being and for being a rewarder of those who diligently seek You! Thank You for continuing to make our paths straight and smooth! Thank You for ordering our steps and giving us heart desires and then, giving us what our heart desires! Thank You for placing prayer warriors in our lives who stay in prayer covenant with us all the way from heart's desire to manifestation, availing much! All the glory, honor, and power to You Father!




James 5:16
Acts 10:34
Psalm 37:23
Psalm 37:4
Matthew 18:19
James 5:16


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Struggling to Understand

From time to time, I ask friends and family to write a blog post. Enjoy today's post from my oldest daughter, Cortni Mechaney. As an intercessor, she pours out her heart for hurting people like the people in the wake of the Boston Marathon bombing. Please join us in praying for these people, our nation, and our nation's leaders. Mahalo


When I heard about what happened in Boston I struggled to understand. Why? Why do people want to hurt other people? This is something I don't understand and probably never will.

Yesterday, I read about the runners going to give blood. I also read about how the medical responders did such an amazing job. I was reminded to be thankful. Thankful to live in America, thankful for selfless people.

This morning as I read more about the bombings and learned we do not know who did it and nothing is being done but an investigation I became angry. This is America the greatest nation, our people have been attacked, so somebody please do something.

I got in my car to drive to work still frustrated but continuously praying. On the radio, they mentioned the deaths and the injuries. As I fought back the tears, I became overwhelmed with grief. God spoke to me and said, "I am hurting too." I had to think about that for a second. These people are not my friends, they are not my family, they are mere strangers that my heart breaks for. These people are God's friends, they are Gods family.

How much more does He love us than any earthly person?

God's simple statement of "I am hurting too" lets me know we are not alone, not now, and not ever. I pray for those affected by this tragedy, and my faith rises up because I am a child of the One True King.

Cortni Mechaney



John 11:35
Deuteronomy 31:6
Romans 12:15
Galatians 3:26
Ephesians 4:30
Revelation 19:16
Matthew 7:11
John 10:10